Been such a long time... I have not posted anything since November 2017. A lot has happened since then. I lost another relative just last week; my real reason for not posting is continued grieving for my baby sister. While I understand, especially at my age that I will lose loved ones, it doesn't get any easier. Sunday, as I shuffled my cards for my weekly reading, my blog came to mind. It is time for me to begin writing again. Something I find painful and boring without my sister, the editor. There are messages I can share to be sure. The questions are do I want to share them and is it a worthwhile use of my time? Currently, if you are paying attention to the world, especially in the US, you will (or may not) see that we are living in different worlds. There are people who do not acknowledge other people have a right to exist. Politics aside, there are two distinct kinds of people now populating the planet. Indigenous people have always understood both community and family. It is something that has been removed from modern day living. These folks are the status quo don't rock the boat motherfuckers. They care only about themselves and little about anyone else. Their motto is all about self. Self centered and selfish, not even their family matters. They are too busy working, trying to make enough money for that new house or shiny new car. It is a wonder so many of their children have chosen heroin as a way to deal with such an empty existence. There are another group of people. These people are awakening to new possibilities and new ways to exist. What is being discovered (or remembered) is being open minded and open-hearted allows you to be yourself, and allows others to be their self. This will create a new and better world. I just don't know if I care any more, or feel like wasting my time and energy in promoting what will be a better world for all. Of course, I already wrote a book about this "new" way of living. It is called My Life As A Mermaid! Check it out and thanks for reading!